Meanie heart

Good i can write I mean the things in meanie heart im in a starbucks it's just so far from now Me- I prayed to uncle john for good luck and grandfather maybe shit like that works although I'm starting to doubt the magic of the show. Little anna is fun a nice ghost i talk to. I don't really want to talk to them anymore and want a job in the porn industry. Im in that mode hand biting and then i'm tired I need something to medicate me get me up fix all this so I can go back to work I'm done documenting living inside a psychosis of my creative world. Hopefully I will get to a doctor soon the pcp did nothing but now i'm immune to the flu