Sadie Dalton get me adderall I don't care what happened to James Hughes I don't care what these brings are I no die soon zap for life forever 27 there is no religion higher.than truth caitlin rodriguez from easton c.f. Williamsburg Brooklyn I.choose.you Sadie no agent friends Dallas Texas production.
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Me - Little nemo on Hbo
I'm pretty sure i talk to ghosts and that's religious but that's my place Season:5 of little nemo on hbo it's my analytical opinion that we have schizophrenia. Anna is long gone, the kittens and Marilyn Perez from forecastmazy.blogspot.com the world has gotten colder since they knocked down the Domino sugar stack the end of childhood. The bench is gone and so is Teddy and the logic of hiding alot went with that era. My memory is at zero today me-but if it's truly tragic i can't forget it. I'm still screaming Fevers and Mirrors at 47 Metrololitian avenue in Williamsburg , Brooklyn realistically i will always live there. I started the journey i never wanted to get up for on those sunny agerholm afternoons i'm at the 2015 portion of it it's like a mortal kombat latter -the park -the church of father kick out -the adderall church of theodore mapes -apartmenr bronx adderall apartment -apartment flcl every step of the way i learn more of the truth every step of the way i place art in our place and attempt to log our career under it's not tv it's hbo little nemo and primarily LITTLE NEMO ON HBO once i lost a tooth i no longer believed in this game i played with whatever i was talking to, even if i was schizophrenic i was making artwork with a crystal. The later level of mortal kombat -shitty Brc shelter.
I live in a coma now not because of the voices but because of my teeth, i'm banished from people by it and wouldn't be a hipster if i didn't accept my ugly. I live in acknowledgement of my conditions and one by one have picked them out and placed them on the psychiatrist test, we'll see if he fixes us. So far i've learned nobody cares if i sleep all day or make it back to work. This'll be the only time i'm honest with a doctor about this - i don't want to go through this twice. In being fucked by the Brc on adderall i have placed our story and sorted our art on this blog. It's painful to watch because it's so honest and i'm trying at my rawest to make something despite the amnesia and voices and i get Occupy Fashion @ youtube.com/caitlinrodiguez1214 and i watch it and just see it now for the schizophrenic pain not what i saw it as on that season of Little Nemo on Hbo but there is nobody you could tell these symptons to it's not like Hannah Horvath world i camw from in livejournal.com/~forecastmazy as the student loan kid and adopted easton , connecticut kid/fairfield, Connecticut artist. This is a world of intellect stolen, Bachelor in Fine Arts, a cross art school muse and schiz3 that struck over night that only the right combo can fiz. One person I read on the net has AdHd and schizophrenia and gets Adderall and the pill that makes them go away. I need that.
This is a world of Adderall required tragedy and a missing b amd h photo star missing student loan money and debt collectors who come just as the Brc takes away this hero's ability to read/fill out forms. A world where it hurts to stay still to watch a show and the author of this entry must live by a code to stay still physically grasping the chair to make it over any negative emotions on the media, a world where the negative symptoms of schizophrenia can only be beated by the original medication.
A world where doctors don't seem to react if you tell them you can't get out of bed to shower without adderall or understand I SAID THE SCHIZOPHRENIA gets WORSE by x3 without Adderall.
Not one doctor has gotten this right.
For fucks sake i'm living with people who watch WWE it's a world where ghosts and prayers to masons at the grand lodge on 23Rd street oringinal god and Wiccan goddess are more likely to solve your problems before a doctor. It's a world where a little ghost named anna is my lover who directs my vivid dreams and sex is Health First dental decision 4 year block away. A world where it's worth it to go to jail for Sephoras but not when you get there.
Me-it's 2015 and i've saved this blog in a way where i feel we made it to atleast, like, you could get our story and that were not crazy just brian johnston from fairfield , connecticut. I sat at the bench in Williamsburg , Brooklyn where i lived as my mind collapsed afront Live with Animals (literally living with Animals) and i remember pretending to sleep until one group of hipsters wenr by and i felt out of my body and like i didn't really know where i was or what i was doing i'
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