#The school of visual arts church of Silver Tiles calender still on pause at 2055

I used Josh's name alot me-but I'm in a level 10 pain knives jab me internally like Kurt Cobain stomach pain my memory has some new amnesia condition and I'm trying to make Chaos Magick artwork that links to my prior art and his place doing cocaine in The End of Fairfield Dreams as the star, and I narrator. I'm supposed to be Chaos Magick programming so in the world of the subliminal it adds together the art from the Fairfeld Dvd I sent out. It's a feeling of uncleanliness mentally that resides in me and I cam barely stay still but I think I'm in a state of voodoo amd I've consumed my oringinal body. So this is why you see Josh Lindwall and random letters and references. I'm trying to narrate all my art together. Bit the condition of biting my hand is still there and I can't admit my body does that at random. Like I'm still hiding from Anna who is the ex girlfriend in my Blogger profile. And I'm trying to electronically in chaos magick connect to The Bling Ring, and this idea very Season:4 Evangelion2014. This is why that art exists like that. And I did this and never stood on pause as an artist despite this condition. But I am still embaressed and sometimes thankful that I live in a sort of Sector7 from Ff7 world