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Me-it's like life taken from me seeing how little i got intiinto my art before i came down with schizophrenia in addition to my a.d.d. in 2007. Year 23 that i really depended on and waited for my entire life, anticipated making all my shottshort films and School pfof Visual Arts portfolio in, snatched away by sickness with the schizophrenia putting me on a tv show in a psychos3 labeled under me being 'republican' forecastmazy.blogspot.com i me-all our money went into that year. A whizzing sound implied an Apple computers chiochip was in me. The arcade fire (my favorite band involved). I was a happy lsdlad who just accidentally fell down sick one day. And the ability to make art is logged in it. I can barely stay still, sometimes my body bites my hand and anxiety feelings like im a little kid flush over me when i see people. What was a show is conditions in 2015 i log. Where once was Kevin Smith in 2007 is replaced by Lena Dunham in 2015 (the favorite director card runs deep);where it was once t.v. it's now a fight to stay still to insert media inside me for mtmy mind and body to act normal, if only for a second while the rest of the time voices try to clench my attention. Sometimes mentioning john blaney my dead childhood friend from my 'Decadent Diploma in an Empty Hartford Room' , my tools to make little novels like that are down to an android The amnesia washes over me again Me-it's KsdeKade becomes Mike that seals oirour art atleasy in logic, desoitedespite the teeth, just my inner actor demands it even if we only babied played in Sean's films. Sean's gone now from our Harvey Weinstein adventures, a cinematographer lost. And all that remains of our thevisualaxis.com website is some books and youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms TheI spemtspent the last era desperately but vigilantly making the chaos magick art programming with the good Ghosts for good luck. While alternate to Hbo , Little nemo on AncAbxAbc (which is sacrelidgrsacrelidge in my world) guided me through talking to alternate dimensions while i lived in a single room apartment in the bronx. But I meant it I REALLY DID like the art ididis all there that links it to myspace.com/williamsburgskittleslinkslinthat ficmficm i mean myspace.com/williamsburgskittles Fuck I need to get down with Sean. But he's been missing sincemissing okay the phone is malfunctioning on the blog but i still lovrlove my android for showbox. showbox.