to me a note on being fucked in a bad decision (i will live on a train over a shelter)

On the train people don't steal our medication. The bottle wouldn't run out and fuck me if i'm going to go down like this to the Brc. I'll fucking pay whatever to whoever wants to sell to me i don't care at this point if i go to jaik for panhandling i'm left in a system that's fucked me i lost the last feeling that this place could be a home (that our lockers are safe) i'll just live in my TheArcadeFire worldv(i try to link video series and did make The Suburbs music videos on youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214 After entering thw Arcade Fire in The Neon Bible and living in a church and logging the Kade journey and labeling as a character by the producers-Christopher Mastronardi is down to a best buy that looks like Darla Burtnik advertises for it on it's package inspection photo at the door and has nothing but a poster of Hbo Girls Season:3 and that Lena Dunham looks like ex-girlfriend from forecastmazy.blogspot.com Anna Gripentrog and cameras from Best Buy and using up the idea that a movie can be made out of this and so The Suburbs artwork came out of youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214). It used to bother me in forecastmazy.blogspot.com that the voices told me to delete my art. I had a Dvx and a Hvx I had a chance and lived in Brooklyn on Bushwick ave. I thought I was drinking and doing cocaine afront The School of Visual Arts and Pratt in forecastmazy.blogspot.com They make sure i know i'm on a show in that blog translates to life is so absurd and i'm a t.v. baby funny thing about these kids, t.v, babies they think what they see on television is real I was being cute with sunglasses on Hbo when I should have had Lorenna photographing the film I'd send to Sundance but that was the idea in livejournal.com/~forecastmazy but forecastmazy.blogspot.com happens And i moved to 725 9th avenue apartment 3d ny, ny 10019 and i paid a year in advance. I got the apartment for anna and my Tisch Mfa/Mba years i can consume business knowledge then but i joined the republican party in forecastmazy.blogspot.com because I gave Bloomberg credit as being responsible for my School of Visual Arts existence (i had student loana Nutan Gupta as an adopted mother and a full prosumer package from b and h by the time i got to hells kitchen forecastmazy.blogspot.com) But then the "lights" hit me but it's because i'm seeing shit and I guess i'm on Hbo and their capitalizing the idea of a show about art school so why not preppy me at The School of Visual Arts? I mean that's surely why my friends read my diary the previous year from partying in Williamsburg , Brooklyn surely they sold info of me to Hbo which is literallt across the street from S.v.a. despite their main office being on 6th avenue-see then I'm preppy livejournal.com/~forecastmazy i was about to take out my piercing and put cash in my scottrade now all i can be is punk.) Me-but forecastmazy.blogspot.com happened and that's how we lost our life and get lost except our logging blogs before caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com - their probably labeled a James Hughes Production - save point me 2015 October (anna gripentrog's Oct 21 , 2015 birthday is the day they go back to the future).