Gem and my laptop oh milanta

i rush to put myself back into people the thing attacks me wants me to know my inspiration is the Gem soundtrack i have to type around amnesia sometimes i see this little light on my eye i don't know c me-it's pointless to an extent, i'll never wrap this up by the end of the bottle but the thing wants to prolong it anyway-there was even a government guy that wants to prolong the hell's kitchen story. They're drifty, sensey, i summon Frank Sinatra I mean i really need ghost help with this bothersome seizure shit. Every level or apartment move there's a symbol of Frank Sinatra, a guard who looks like him a guy at the Brc a symbol that his ghost follows me to take care of me and save me from my own possible misdoings throughout the day. It'll go on the beat will go on i'm not done but i think i provided a basic overview of my chaos magick artwork and the post republican psychosis and restoration. I couldn't even read about these people and they're holding me hostage for 7 years on Hbo. I cannot overlook my viewpoint thar the physical symptoms of shyness and AdHd instability and need of focus and it feels like a force is pushing me away from the computer-symptoms of schizophrenia are keeping me from evolving as a filmmaker -i need a doctor that has a pill for this whatever diagnosis they wish to give is fine-just please fix this and this memory problem EMERGENCY i have that whatever i did like place something down like my pen or wallet in short-term memory is immediately forgotten like erased. I was ashamed of this and was pretty sure i could hide this at some point or rather thought it was electronic ny Hbo apart of a game-art component of Little Nemo on Hbo but it's clearly a symptom of schizophrenia or that's what i label all my baf symptoms a psychiatrist would know how to diagnosis immediate-amnesia