Me-Going outside

I don't want to go outside to go to 7/11. To get newspapers to seizzure on. I have no choice but i hate it. I'm charging my phone i'm trying to ignore the compulsion....but i cannot. I made this into art/voodoo chaos magick in Occupy Fashion/linked words. Even though i cannot make real art or screenwrite like i could before this disease hit me i still try to make art. I AM STILL AN ARTIST, but i cannot control my body and so far my new doctor has given me a sleep medication masked as schizophrenia medication. It really has done very little, it's good affects lasted a second now i'm just sleepy, and adderall is running out and i'm in hell. I had to wrao up my other little nemo on hbo eras. From myspace.com/williamsburgskittles and forecastmazy.blogspot.com to youtube.com/caitlinrodriguez1214 where i Occupy Fashion and try to add together Chaos Magick artwork with my words and image to link together everything/really that whole YouTube (the caitlin rodriguez husband one) is Occupy Fashion. Me-I don't even have the feeling of focus in me. I had to finish witchcraft movements this week by spinning in a circle which links the media files and different days eras together (each one is supposed to be brain information-and linked if i made art-like a story in a notebook in 2009 and labeled it Metropolitian days;as opposed to my schizophrenic belief then that the cast and crew of Whit Stillman's Metropolitian ran Hbo Little Nemo that day, which is supposed to be filmed at Domino Sugar on Kent Ave in Williamsburg, Brooklyn). I don't think it will give me good luck or keep me out of jail if i get caught stealing, but i'll go with it anyway. For the amount of time i spent over the years and in The Bronx building Little Nemo on Hbo fuck all if i don't add it.