Tubthumping

my creative driee with the beautifuk dry mouth of adderall as this kid drains my Obaama phone minutes every noise sets me closer to the seizure-you'll know whem i'm there-it's alot of talk about workinh in porn and i am one day to be the Meanie Heart. Go to jail-no not you bobo-that's all i hear from this empty black guy. Awful noises everytime these people speak-please God let a doctor hear my help call, without my meds i am only Metallica - One and there's fucking a kid here named Elijah One. Somebody save me. My teeth are gone, atleast in the sense i mean. The fear of my battery dieing means i never have this previously blog entry for you to find after my current leaving me no future, the camera equipments gone and my soul lives in the boyscout's room with a barn door afronting the gym at the West Park Church above where Teddy lives. The place I used to smoke Parliament Lights and rolling cigarettes. A place with my adderall. I don't understand why i skip a word but can't stop. Like straw would matter Phish - Farmhouse, sometimes i miss Josh Lindwall. I live in shame of my teeth now. I am dead in a shelter, there will never be a transition this is a lie. Voicing Hallerina plays with ny eyelids as words immediately fade. I miss screenwriterpro and the ability before i got sick. My inner screenwriter feels blocked i need a pill to fix this i call this schizophrenia. When will adderall come. To me, I advertised to have a future i just want somebody to know we exist. The seizure threatens me agsin. My environment tries to hurt me, asks me where i am. I am The Rolling Stones - Like a Rolling Stone one-directed on death to the scene in Williamsburg , Brooklyn. I say this out-loudy to imply this AS the set base of Little Nemo on Hbo and audience in youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms to base my home run against what i called the thing at that point. To document for an audience whatever my student loan display is. silvertiles.blogspot.com when i read that blog it's so honest it hurts. I stikl have this faith the producers of Hbo will pay me. I still have realistic dreams if i were A Michael Bloomberg Production. The Brc people talk again and i want to die-like i feel their own poverty from working here. I'm missing my bfa economy because of the world after forecastmazy.blogspot.com and my teeth . In this theoccupyfashion.blogspot.com i run against time into fixing my face on the highest end products i can steal i know i have untreated emergency symptoms that left untreated leave me in a baby capability in tackling Mandy.com which is an emergency need to i emailed David Rhodes to please google little nemo on Hbo By this point i know i'm not on tv - yet - but i want a cash return for the schizophrenia forecastmazy.blogspot.com investment - if only my answer is to never pay back my student loans - but this implies i never get back the ability to screenwrite - the lights horrify my environment i literally in my actions don't live in i am only sonic the speed hedgehog who is not affiliated with the sins of 25Th street. I pray to Lou Reed to help me. I can't figure my way through the amnesia- i pray so i don't lose my phone in ammesia momento washing over my eye and go back into a panic attack or because i can't focus i pray a doctor will appear that cares. I didn't think of all this before. See i'm not really Christian so ghosts and souls are as matter of fact as church and jesus for christians as is to universalist me.