shit day after the back to the future 2 day

So the homeless blogger guy made a netbook. I should be able to sell my old art school books through this thing which is also linked to caitlinrodriguezhusband youtube account. Caitlin was a girl i knew way long ago and represents the situation of my art. Shes like a pratt silver tile from Easton, ct. I hope i describe this all well. Maybe one day Nisha will read this and be interested in finding me another pyschiatrist. I just never wanted to get into the Ghosts with mine. Now i have to wrap my art up in a little bow for me for later for making into a movie named atleast in working title Everlasting kiss. All the art of little nemo on Hbo should go into it. Its been like being on a reality tv show and before Occupy i did soso at surviving in it. I cant imagine the book one day that will come out of all this. At this point im still attatched to some things like the Ghosts. At this point i dont want to admitt i live in wait for apartment living but have to face at 31 its all i got. The blog my phone and a chance to wrap up all the static art. In 2009 if you saw me in Williamsburg doing my daily routine for Harvey Weinstein thanks for the kindness. I thought my friends filmed me secretly from Domino Sugar. It makes sense if you read thevisualaxis blog on my profile and think this is one year later and i believe Harvey Weinstein wants me to make art work and likes that im doing it as a wasted body off my adderall. This might be the only blog that makes sense for all i know. Im rushing this today me and it doesn't seem right. Of course i could just get off track and go with the bullshit or i could go with like the writing and write about all the nonsense i have to bear and all that will make me born. I could write about the bullshit and all the nonsense thati write about all the ugly people where di they all cone from all the worthless people all the hatrid thst i see and want to throw up about i dont deserve to be lumped up about the ugly and the nobody of the Earth the people whose eyes deserve to be thrown out i hate looking at these people i do not like crazy people i do not relate to them i would not want to chill with them. I do not like the Ghosts either or the wasted time that i have had with newspapers and regret not checking if the story was true. All the mornings i fucking got up in Williamsburg 5am when the mall opens to write bullshit. For some movie producer who doesn't even know i exist i disgust by it. I want to fucking throw up at the Ghosts that i acknowledged. Now that im down to a phone all the equipment i lost i could have made cash with. And all because what? Hand biting. Yet even at this point i can't admit it and i need adderall to describe it but ran into a bad nurse at the Brc who doesn't get it, sometimes waiting for an apartment is not worth it i could just go back to couchsurfing or another option. And at this point i do need a job but more than anything need to bind wht i bit myself on YouTube and what all of that means on Occupy Fashion. Sure there's one nice ghost but the rest are really annoying no the ghosts don't differ add up form as i become more cognizent. They just sort of add themselves to symptoms. Im sure Ghost communication with 2 years in a church is enough for a personal MFA in making sense of all of this and 09 slash 10 which involved a visit with amir and ian involved alot of art being for supposed Weinstein who years later i had made a day routine for and thought my symptoms were electric but i really made the art and did live or Occupy hipster heaven outside where i wanted to live as my graduation gift from Michael Bloomberg and obviously i wasnt talking to this man but did think he could still buy the idea. Like i remember stopping at one point in 09 and being like Bloomberg could throw me a few mill for one of my ideas. Oh god there's more blogs i have to research and look up me. There's blogs in 2011 from inside El Beit in Williamsburg , Brooklyn. But must cover this system that inside my hell's kitchen apartment at 23 i invented a world and despite the circumstances that world is apart of #OccupyWallstreet and will get me fame one way or another no matter how. I shall not live in the shadow of my other grads from art school who moved to La i did stay Brooklyn loyal and made something and if i can explain it, it's worth an entry that can atleast explain why i always say i live in Williamsburg , Brooklyn and even #OccupyBrooklyn as such im still apart of their timeline like Pratt and caitlin and did start season 1 into 2 in a williamsburg brooklyn apartment on Bushwick ave so i am apart of the timeline.