Today cigarette pangs are a bit much. I did learn to type on the android and think post occupy wallstreet despite the 4 year it is time to return to work. Im sure if i create a movie like the wolfpack #wolfpack i can explain my gap in work and film and return to the film industry. You have to go to caitlinrodriguezhusband.blogspot.com to check out my older blogs. For a while i thought i was going to marry caitlin. One time her brother threatened me on facebook it was caitlin gracing me with her art eye and i meant no harm she was simply my only muse. One more person in Occupy times from the real world i lost. But i gained all sorts of Occupy people. Connected to through a one word meme who i love. Must cover the period of time i made art between graduation and occupy... where i lose slash on month five or six of my Brooklyn apartment i have trouble paying rent and the hassidic landlord says to just leave. Thats how i end up couchsurfing. Season:1 of little nemo on Hbo ended where i kept my degree. By the end of Season 2 i definitely had a art and possible fan base. It just has to be added together with a blog i mean 20k followers is okay on youtube and all ages end up on the poster. This would be like a backlog movie for me. Like something that will atleast add up the days i wasnt on the net and eventually add together my art soul. Add together art games with ghosts. I mean i did Occupy an upper west side church where my friend Teddy mapes died of crack and I did love this person. Lived with him for two years and things would be different if Teddy were alive we'd still be in that church you know we'd still live in the upper west side. But that's how really it's 5 ended. Really i made all that art and for the sake of hoping brooklynites saw me. Like people who will still be in Williamsburg , Brooklyn years from now and shit thats why in my art i made caitlin the queen because she lived there and may still for all i know unless she followed the dream of the 90s and moved to Portland. And then sometimes i pause me. As though there's anything to pause for because yesterday is only as good as Harvey Weinstein is alive. I mean i wrote that name down daily and even had an episode where he donated cash to Academy Records in Brooklyn i mean i really believed all this bullshit. Chuckle ghosts we'll call it because i don't want to call it anything else at this point. And then i go back to the cigarettes quitting and all that but i mean really it's important for my career and existence as a man. And the Williamsburg , brooklyn lay out had me to fend for myself while being a couchsurfer gone nommadic made me worth money because my thoughts were electronically connected to the weinstein company but this still makes sense. After i spent all my student loan cash season 1 this is where i end up and daily dedicated to writing art physically in the name of this company. Maybe because the word Republican got tacked on me maybe this is a bad luck word for me despite how it promoted stability Season 2+3 i dont know i remember a world where Fall out boy was not on 95.5 on the radio.