#Occupy

At some point i came to the conclusion Occupy could work for me. And it did for some plush upper west side church to smoke in and a friend who died to Igby goes down. But i mean it made peoples wishes real. This guy Jeff stole cash and drives a Bmw from nothing before upgrade i mean a half million car. They kept trying to get this kid Raven a computer and all these people. So i thought it could get me my fucking art school dorm room forever. Shit i sometimes think the people i live with will raid my blog against me. But how by following me on Twitter. Is the nurse practiconer gonna take back fucking up my life? I wonder if by now i've explained my story. I have so much to say to really count this blog as started. I cant believe reubin moved to another country i think he has a kid. My friends get older and fame simply slides one over my age chart. Sliding over when Little nemo on Hbo will make me into something. Slipping over when i'll be able to go about looking at this blog and art as explained. That i got this shit down. That one day i can explain all this to reubin and he'll get the picture. Maybe i waited too long but not likely. Still through it all Reubin has been there. Happy birthday at midnight anna. Will it be odd when i txt that knowing the gap i placed between us with only one email bridging? I doubt i could ever feel odd talking to the only person i have ever liked. I have to make this movie reubin even if you didn't want to. I really don't have a choice for the amount of art i made. Occupy is my makeawish foundation. They helped me fix myself find a doctor with lower insurance for my medication. Get to the point of knowing i need a 2ndary med to Adderall. Get to the place where i could write about all this. Make sense of my blogs. There was alot of pot at Occupy and really TRUE people that i all fell in love with all of them and almost went to Occupy another statw. Hell i figured i could find another state new doctor etc. I don't know what i'd do without kbowing i'm an occupier. Its not used as much as it should. I need it to come back more and was happy to Instagram the 4 year. Wow four years ago during Season:2 i lived in that park. Did i cover Season 1 enough reubin? Or thank you enough for that jthm. #Jthm because i always wanted more hits. I made a Neon bible movie. Then the suburbs until 2016. Next Reflektor. I gave myself 4 years with this one gotta cast again use up all the fine arts in me. Im documenting whatever you'd call it now. And thats where i get boggled because isn't it obvious what i would call it by now? Or am i still on the ghost level. I just cant believe anyone would allow me to get to this pivitol place in my own psychology and then run out of adderall. #adderall I sometimes wonder if the people i work with read my shit. Occupy has definitely dropped me off at Dhs and i need some fucking help with my mentality here like surviving transitional housing. Because really... This apartment getting thing should take a day or just send me back to wherever the rest of us Occupy people went. Like wherever it is. Shit what if i txt anna and she says to never talk to her again. Shes the only person i talked to a l though in email i have always wondered if she'd read my blog. All i am is on the net and i have yet to willingly miss this livejournal bitching era of mine journal world called Twitter. #Lasn thank you for creating Occupy Wallstreet so i have a place to chill and meet true anti bush people and all the original yippies in a new york park. For me it was my Woodstock. See thats in The artwork. And oh the James hughes vs. Harvey weinstein but even so it was a loving portrayal in art of james hughes. I remember the days i just kept going with the little nemo on hbo art. I just needed a graffiti art name reubin something hot for what i'd done. Something to make it worth while that i didnt do that little nemo script when i suggested it to Zoran. It was just too hard off meds and on the supposed telly if you get me. Jesus man what a disaster i fucking made my bank account christ i wish you pushed me back on my meds back then. Okay so i have to say im surprised you wern't at Occupy Wallstreet reubin