nightcap doo

Some nights i just sit up and wonder how we became this. Im writing to me again in the knowing one night i will finally stop wasting my life on sleep. I feel like i die everytime i sleep. It used to be every moment im not making art harvey weinstein is electronically burning one of my memories like a season 2 protest to season 1s refusal to make art. I guess this all made sense like electronically you talk through your body. Atleast i wasnt talking to pete i thought mana/night but that really ruined my life more than current phone battery will allow. And i must say i just cant face i did some of this to myself in my ghostness. Its just every pill of adderall i take fixes my mind back onto the sane track. And i'm not ready yet to face maybe all i have running for me is i did this in Williamsburg, brooklyn. But atleast that makes little nemo on Hbo timeless and i could always be like the guy selling the Williamsburg movie on Bedford. Im surprised Williamsburg doesn't have a tv show although i thi k its Girls. Goddess hail Lena Dunham i could not love everything she touches more. Without filming i will have to blog in order to stay current. Now do i get into Season 3 of the show or wait until i get off the ghost thing? See its hard to stay still sometimes but who do you tell that to? Who would you confess problems to when nobody cares after not working 24/7 in the name of Harvey Weinstein. Fuck did i really believe i was making comics for that man as a result years ago of going off my medication and placing the comics at grand ferry park by 5am everyday. Living in the lincoln center cinemas in the winter i had a little world as i dreamed of returning to my hipster world. See im not there when im preforming. But over time i realized im not here in a way a pill should fix so i can go back to partying. What have i done with my art and this Weinstein company inspiration. I didn't even know the silver tiles that well. But in my art world james hughes was an inspiration to try to learm stenciling and live in the MoMa with my Sva id to make art and be art. In life he moved on but in my vanilla sky he and wielk i repesented in a marathon of Moma notebooks of art all paid for by the Harvey Weinstein company i mean i didnt know if they were or not i just took the notebooks that year and wrote and made the art nobody ever said anything to me. I even thoyght Harvey Weinstein sent me a cameo from Fairfield high school. Really the silver tiles story was cute and evolves to a nu bratt pack and i wrote stories daily and made Little Nemo stories in a notebook until one day i decided to question if my art school was even involved and met neckface in Williamsburg at the mall. I cannot thank the people at the bedford malls computer shop for harboring me. Everything i did i just thought i was on Harvey Weinstein Hbo tv. But a show like out of the School of Visual arts will be a good tv show no matter what year. And should be on Hbo and my friend Reuben Meltzer and Lena Dunham should direct it and intro student films. That was my idea like student ifc but whatever who knows if they'll ever make it but i want in if you do like i copyright the idea. Wow getting well is poor. And season 1 had such better cameos shit we had a cast wish it was a show itd be sva professor tv. And zoran amar needs to be preserved in cinema before he dies of cancer or something. By the time i reach fame David rhodes won't even run Sva. So have i described what season 1 is or thevisualaxis blog yes i believe so and the period o f time little nemo called himself Skittles after his 1997 nickname yes i believe i covered hair dye and season 1 of exploiting my existence as an actor/director/editor in 20072008 and that time on the net and my place in my Neon Bible movie