Me-thevisualaxis at Best Buy on 14th Street

Me-Im shaky I don't know if I just shaked out in one movement the next thought. The amnesia is really got me and I feel a Meanie Heart coming up I mean it feels like a biting a flash of noises like and a brief hyper but I cannot stress enough that if my body is hyper for one second the rest of the time it is dull and sleepy and only through medication specifically for compulsion can I fix this issue but this is no reason to fuck with the medication that gives me ability to reach internally to move beyond a sluggish imprisioning condition that is not normal sleel but a form of Narcolepsy which only gets worse as I age (hence getting lost in 2008 instead of returning to the cocaine at Hart street) at one point in Season:1 I think Hbo is making fun of me being a puerto rican italian kid with a mean mother choking italian father and is trying to take down my art school credibility and I freak out in my Hell's Kitchen apartment and legally change my name on the internet to christopher garcia to wash my fathers name off me. Clips of that apartment in the Dead Kennedys video on http://www.myspace.com/williamsburgskittles Me-it comes and goes my beyond lucidness. This is not why I spent my student loan monet on Panasonic. I'm clear at the conditions of the schizophrenia and know a pill fixes it and that it came on like a permanent flu in 06 turned to headaches in 07 and by 2014 was hand biting (but voodoo in the creative plotline) see it could be schizophrenia logged on Hbo with Lena Dunham if I ever get picked up. Sometimes the show reminds me of anna who was our girlfriend before this shit struck. Before we dumped her for art school girls on Hbo in 2008. 4 years of relationship ruined by schizophrenia and my credit rating and I tell you nobody would admit this or talk about it but so much time has gone by and I have so many different versions of Hbo Little Nemo's producer on my old blogs (I mean we were at Occupy as hello kitty tent yelling Brooklyn at news media). We fucking lived in the Occupy park and met the yippies while schizophrenic ally searching for Adderall/insurance ran out/had to panhandle by hand for 500 a bottle\that's all season:2 after graduation\I don't know if we could work a job beyond janitorial or desk job intern without a doctor to give us a fixyou pill. I somehow doubt it Me-this may be my Not That Kind Of Girl for all we know. For all we know myswell say this could be me disappearing from blogger for two years for how long an inital psych. Appointment. Takes.. Like 3 months for many. So if I run out know I will miss you blogger audience but return as myself Schizophrenia free and having an additional pill to Adderall or whatever. Save point.