Me- so once I catalogue our past art and journey through psychosis to turn Little nemo on hbo into a movie one day I'll return to just blogging. Hoping we get a fucking job. It's an odd world I live in because it's not like I hear voices but just am in pain 24/7 literally but only a psychiatrist can fix it and I'm hoping to find a permanent one I can trust I definitely don't trust the woman who works in this shelter. Biting hand is not same as sleep disorder. I cannot be manic if my body is always asleep. I got sent to the hospital one night because I pissed off the worker here. I have been on Adderall the entire time that I have known you and still have symptoms I need a stronger medication. I hate this woman because she hates me I need one fix and to move on back to work I'm not a disabled here I graduated with honors I made it through. Okay with made it through Me-I mean with this 24/7 pain that I never wanted to mention to anyone not even a doctor because I was fine with half the symptoms. being gone and going on with my life. Me-I thought the pain would stop but it does not.. In the place we live I never want to mention the word pain ever or you go to the hospital. Rash? Hospital. It's fucking absurd.