me-save me a future blog in housing

Me-I mean Dhs housing I got out of this transitional Living place. I mean there's people here who fuck the bed and I think don't want to fix themselves and go back to work never graduated college and have no life ten year plan slash never have. I just need one pill to fix me, sometimes the symptons are bareable on Adderall and sometimes there are no voices at all or hint of that shit. Sometimes it goes away for a long time. But I'm quite sure we need something in addition to/stronger tham Adderall. I don't bite our hand willingly and that will end soon and I wilm have a full almost ten year journey through psychosis (depending on how you look at 2007 and the life crippling headaches). So 2007 I also think I'm under 24/7 attack because of my headaches and this is before my body felt always like a knife is jabbing between my ass and crotch. This might be a problem for a Neurologist which I have an appointment for but I'll try our Psych. The appointment was made 3 months before the calender date and isn't untik fucking December. That's the issue with these things if you have a problem you have to wait until you can see a private doctor and the wait is months. So if my blog ever goes away don't worry i'll be back I probably just ran out of Adderall and am searching for a new doctor (incase my doctor crossing problem leads to zero doctor) the last guy told me I didn't belong at the clinic I guess piercings not welcome.