Me- i have my doubts how well we did but through Paris Hilton at The School of Visual Arts electrically connected to us to now i think I did it

Me-I cam barely stay still while on the internet i need a pill more than adderall i dont thinj we explained our blogs enough/i'm not comfortable with the concept that we hear voices. I refuse to see the world until I am fixed. For fucks sake when we lost our teeth we thought we were an Hbo show that crossed waves with Abc down the street from the west park church, and we were fucking saying we were Republican. It's like the word held us hostage God bless Jimmy Carter everyone. I pray we used this era to fix this shit. I'm freezing and decided i want to move in with carmen; I don't like living here and don't care if i have to wait outside the city for an apartment i'll wait just fine. I don't want to see people who walk around with their dicks out anymore or talk to themselves. I stopped that after I figured out silver tiles wasn't connected to my friends. And it's like I'm telling you sometimes the shit goes away like it's not there i see it as schizophrenia like the doctor say so. But I find this is a place that will waste my life. I don't know though; with our current functions if we can be much more than a panhandler. I can barely remember anything me-I feel like shit. I am not schizophrenic please let the skitz be cute. There was alot of artwork Me-I planned on making that my mind physically can't but i didn't want to admit this. I didn't want to admit this is going on. Like if we can appear normal it's all okay but only if we can live the life we planned on living at 23 when i got sick. But like who would you tell this to? If you spent all your cash thesis year and then figured it out;what would you do? Check yourself in to an inpatient? Pretend the pain wasn't happening and get a job? Move out of n.y. since you sang your thesis year in your school thinking you were on t.v.? Run to L.a.? It's cold now. Everybody has left and I can barely type. The android keeps fucking up and I'm going to go into Meanie Heart. I can't control it-and the attack comes out at random. I need a doctor to fix this-please let nobody important see this