#Mattandkim

I can't stay still to read. I can't read and Adderall only helps a little bit to cure this symptom. I am a writer this has destroyed me. I smell laundry deturgent when I get near people and I pray i don't bite my hand through my body going into an automated seizure. I need hipster clothes around me or i think i'm dieing (maybe this is a symptom from student loan debt(.i cannot remember literally the last thing idea amnesia washes over my eye and i can see this. My body wants to sleep 2p hours a day and I can't control this. It hurts to wake up and i fear i couldnt make it ti set if I tried. The symptoms cause me to hide at office work. There is a feeling of knives on a scale of ten when I stay still. I get an anxiety wave whenever I meet a person. Sometimes there are ghosts (...or voices) that want to talk to me. Me-there are more symptoms but I still struggle with this. Its not t.v. it's Hbo to you and i just had a thought fly out. I know we developed a relationship with our schizophrenia and documented it and our on way to doctor for fix pill but i think we need a Matt and Kim soundtrack to make it more Williamsburg Brooklyn centric. It hurts that we did this. There has to be other people who did this. I miss people and desperately filmmaking.