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Me- okay so it's still there my Neon Bible movie that I continue onto The Suburbs. It's our only proof that we exist. I don't like to describe our condition but it did come on sudden and I think it would help others to get back on their 💊. So the link above is for the artwork of my thesis, Nemodeusmirone or the start of my economic mess. Reuben Meltzer directed JtHm for me ; with me producing as a director as I try to study The Game through pua online with this massly painful seizure like headache that I didn't want to tell anybody about which leads me to subsequently go off my medication and hence lose my apartment. I decided I wanted to be an actor the year before the footage and thus you see me in these clips as the main star of JtHm with my career stalling emergency room level 10 headache i was poor at my people skills that year but didn't want to tell anyone and this leads to breaking up with anna in 08 after 4 years. Me- I still can't believe that we didn't marry Anna. This fucking little nemo on hbo thing stole her from us. I still cannot face the reason we did this on this show. I can't imagine what it's like to read my blog entry by entry time backwards. Me-I hate where we're stuck at now how long is an apartment wait anyfuck? Okay so the Footage above almost is NemoDeusMirone but I call it Neon Bible. Me-I still cannot phatom how people find our blog. Thank you for reading about me. I'm a kid who's life started when he found the word focus is real and found Adderall. Before that i didn't know people could and do accomplish tasks. I've been prescribed since 2005. Me-quitting smoking thing is ridiculous. Why do people say hi to me in this place just give me housing. By not brin a success we fail the Guptas and can only earn right of our adoptive family via being successful. Me- our artwork has to justify not being by Fairfield,ct father Gunnat Agerholm who took me in and Richard Lindwall who also took us in but didn't fund Sva. Little nemo on Hbo has to come out to be something and I'm thinking the blog like a schizophrenic Not That Kind Of Girl. Hbo's Girls is on their last season. I think our career got paused at Tiny Furniture and it's really this is alllll a Creative Nonfiction if somebody buys the rights to my artwork and it's like, Ifc Films I don't see with a good schizophrenic film. Just need one medication in addition to Adderall and it's all good. I don't know if that will wipe the stigma of being stuck in silver tiles mode but I know if I lived in Williamsburg, Brooklyn I would care why I sat there making art and typing. Me- the era I don't know about Medicaide I'd say seeing Pete ruined our life and our mother's femminist spirit since Pete used to choke her. I also think Pete reads my blog and is the kind of guy who has the time to read a lulu self-published author's books. Sometimes I pray to the Hbo Girls characters that Hbo will pick me up. Me- I think it's I didn't have the Adderall in me. I think really this gets kind of ridiculous because I start to explain but then I have to go. Where the fuck am I going? Hey I'm just being jipped off my medication by a nurse at the Brc who found my medication and saw I have two doctors which is not allowed so now I have no doctors for my Adderall but have been on it for a decade but she don't care. So now I have to find a new doctor, I didn't know this was a bad thing like I get zero doctors for a script I've been on for a decade. These people at the Brc try to feed me shit that does nothing to help me (i meam the nurse who's goal seems to be to keep me calm but I have no energy naturally because I'm born with a disability and can't wake up from sleep without medication or I sleep 20 hours). So really this women should be concerned to give me energy but I guess doesn't care because she works here just to get you housed and does a generic observation. Like does nobody care that my body sleeps 20 hours a day without medication or that I can't read without my medication? But my battery is down again on 15 and I still feel me-like I haven't made up to me the period of time we went off our medication Season2 and made artwork for Michael Bloomberg in a Williamsburg , Brooklyn shopping center while talking supposedly to the silver tiles who ran the show attached to my mind via Apple Laptops and a special Hbo apple program for monitoring my thoughts for art. Well I mean I have a BFA so I'm still hipster who wants to live in Williamsburg , Brother and I still want to live in Domino Sugar on #Kent ave which won't be ready until 2023 so maybe I can find a job and just ditch the student loans and live in Domino when it's ready. It's kind of the main symbol of little nemo on Hbo. After I made the footage above and graduate after I ask School of Visual Arts president David Rhodes on stage if it ends there and he had the keys to Domino Me-jesus imagine what he fucking thought I was talking about. And I say into the mic Jesus Christ Art Star into the mic a name I kept from drinking 40s on the show in Brooklyn and always drinking and keeping cigarettes freah in my Brooklyn apartment on the show in 2008 Season1 (that footage above) I go out into, Me-Fuck thank fuck we recorded this at some point. To prove we're not just some schizophrenic kid but a filmmaker from film school and thus if anyone ever helps us or has seen us they're dealing with a filmmaker. Okay 092010 I think I have to make artwork run out of cash and don't know how to get Welfare or where to get food-and brushing teeth skills are low- I really think like oh-fuck- like what a hit. In our life. Without this footage how could we prove we went to film school or find a way back to the film industry? Jesus christ I'm just getting started with this blog of future discovery for somebody to rig me off my 💊. The whole time since tvshow became apart of my vocabulary I have fought for hipster art. No matter what I thought I was doing I'm fighting for my friends from Williamsburg , Brookly even if it's to have chris wielk be number one editor via a Harvey Weinstein that didn't exist I still tried to represent these people. In the end I never got to know them like I would have liked. At the inital start of that group of friends this shit started and I shut myself away from them. One of my symptoms is over anxiety towards people and I knew if I could just avoid them everything I did daily would never really count because they never saw even though I'm supposedly on a show where on the other end of me talking out loud is my friends and by continuing to make artworl after the art after the link on top from my thesis year but by hand the mayor through Ny funding and his own money Michael Bloomberg is making them rich as long as I keep going 24/7 like campbell soup little nemo on Hbo artwork in a way that I don't EVEN worry about showering (as long as I do this marathon shit like a chamo Harvey Weinstein will make them famous as his part of Bloomberg/Weinstein) 2007-2011 those arw main producers on our "show" that's Seasons 1+2