this is when i sort of vent reuben and request help getting my pill

Maybe reuben reads my blog but i doubt it. Probably other film endevours and bonaroo movie to promote. #Bonaroo Why cant i just find a drug dealer. Why should i have to when ive been on my medication for 10 years and cant even describe life without it let alone describe my prior psychosis off it. Im trying to tell you life is only normal on it. God i miss smoking. I wonder where i left my blog links around. Sometimes i just use these reuben to plump out my blog/proove i can still write. Theres all sorts of novels i wanted to write at 23 that i never got to because of my alternate timeline reality. Now theres a distraction and a phone charging problem. Reubin my pill made it so i could read its my number one need. At this point im switching doctors and trying to prep my art as a pitch for a movie to you. My doctor is fickle and doesnt want to see me because my housing people contacted her and i had a conflict when my housing people had me see a nurse practiconer in the same month as my psych and it conflicted so now theres none despite the fact that my body shuts down without my medication. Im very concerned for when i run out of the last of it that i will have to go to the emergency room. Okay now im down to five percent battery. You see how this phone savepoint career? Do you miss Sean Connell, i sure do. Atleast he could read my blogs and get me as a human. I mean before thevisualaxis blog its all normal stuff. I used to be so productive man i cant believe i have the issues i do today. This fucking thing took my life better make it art right? Then i dream of people reading my blogs of all my life because reubin made little nemo on Hbo into a movie. But at this point even though i have my name on it the blog is small. Reubin doesnt even know im doing this. I have no guarentee he'll say yes or even care. But im storing something of the proof that i can write. If anything to maybe explain to caitlin rodriguez how i came to be little nemo on hbo and how she became the princes. There were comics i drew when i thought Harvey Weinstein was watching and my art work was being collected for republicans to buy via michael bloombergs new york lena dunham turtle neckish Hbo army. Im telling you this is really believable if you live in New York and believe the story i believed and that Michael Bloomberg was going for a andy warhol campbell soup fine arts record. You know reubin all this gets solved with a pill and i remember when i went back on adderall being like oh shit.