this could be it for a while

I might be stuck for a while if I run out o f adderall. But if I run out now I can't explain to you my situation i don't know if the doctor will get it i don't know and i need something to wake me up and fix me. This isn't a blog where I tell you i'm a fucked up girl this is a blog where I tell you i kinda want my career bacj that the word republican literally stole. Holy shit man I'm stuck I'm sure. Me- nobody is ever going to get this story. I covered Williamsburg , Brooklyn I think they'll get why I did that and get that I am having /experiencing difficulty switching doctors. I think I made the journey readable to my conclusion that only a doctor can help me and took advantage of nobody reads. I believe I turned our blogs into readable entities. I think the times at the Bedford mall could turn into something/i will eventually turn little nemo on Hbo into a movie no matter what. You can click on the Occupy Wallstreet tents of my fellow Occupiers to see my raw network of the Little Nemo on Hbo movie i'll eventually make out of the word Republican and my journey out of it home to the Democratic party and out of being cursed to be on a fake t.v. show. Me- have to say it takes alot of courage to go to a doctor but ya I'm going to fix this with them and get my adderall prescription on track. I think it's something like death to run out of my Adderall prescrption like really true death. And I'm quite sure the doctor does not care or get it who left me to run out/neither does the Brc who's nurse left me with zero doctors when I had two for one month. If you want to be my psychiatrist and are in New York call me my number is on the side I have health first insurance. Me- this should about do it. Phone about to be down to like 5 percent which is death to blog area. I atleast covered why we would be on hiatus on this blog/our hiatus in 2009 mostly the rest I'll have to cover later and hope fans of Mollusk Surf Shop in Williamsburg are into a movie about their inhabitent. I also saw emjoiis don't show up on my blog. So words are better for this generation xy kid. I'm so happy to be 1984 considered a millienial I feel like I snuck in the generation of Mtvs Awkward. This is like my number two favourite show ever. Hadn't had a favourite show update since Quantum Leap. I'm glad our blog explained our art. I don't know if it will make Reuben a case to direct the movie or if Lena Dunham will care that I used to think Harvey Weinstein and Nikki Hilton and Paris Hilton had me on an art school reality show; but maybe eventually they will (if I do this right/if the old blogs are interesting enough) it almost took 10 years to figure my way to this point. This is a big point, atleast for me, me. So excuse me if my blog is left unattended until the day I have a doctor that will prescribe me my medication I've been on for a decade. I cannot write without it and am very much in need of it. 2039098766 is my number incase a psychiatrist wants to help me out, I live in Manhattan and you know psychiatrist waits can be extreme. Me- i've left enough art that somebody could see how we could turn this and the silver tiles into a movie. And i'm sure there's blogs where I mention the Ashley Olsen and John Mayer nu bratt pack movied I thought got filmed. Since John Mayer is from Fairfield maybe he would get this maybe you have to be from that town to get why I would think mayor Michael Bloomberg would electronically want a show where we see someone's subconcious thoughts on tv via an implanted chip from Apple Computers but if you were from art school and Fairfield you would get it and why a doctor would be the last person you would get into this with. In the word republicans terror of my life my greatest regret was the loss of my 4 year girlfriend who I dumped because I thought I was going to get with art school girls from the show. Like groupies the second I graduated slash she would be replaced by some girl from the School of Visual Arts. Fucked for doing that. Thats whats in my profile like I said i changed nothing to preserve this for a movie. Android at 5 percent I'm not done I will try again me. Me- i'm not satisfied.