shit then crap then its the year of back to the future 2

I dont know what id say to all of this. I dont want to look back that times were ever this bad. I shut down when things get this bad because i just believe blogs are about happy things or my blogs should evolve in that way. I fixed the tv here and the people should be 10 feet away from me at all times who are here. Id like to consider myself nomadic rather than be apart of this place, sure there was a housing fair but that doesnt mean i will ever get this legendary housing. The shit i talk about in this blog is so drab i dont know why i just dont wait to write until things are contact those you love appropriate. When times are bad you dont bother people only when things are chipper thats the Connecticut way. I've come to deal with the situation as ghosts and so should you if this ever happens to you and you'll get the same relief. That they have personalities. Im at the point of seeking assistance. I winder when the fuck reubin will end up reading this. I want you to know ruebin the pain is pretty fucking consistant and my medication is only that to me i dont recognize it as a study drug because i never used it recreationally and each time i take my medication i increase wellness. I cant help but beg somebody who reads this to comment just so there's a comment. At this point bitching on repeat makes sense. To paint what my life is like on my blog makes it so it happened. Its dark now and i miss Nisha and the days i never told her about. My best friend who was there to apply to art school when nobody else was. I learned its always up to you from Arun's death that you can be the greateat kindest person on earth and still be killed becauae love only loves the lovely. In my blog of ugly i dont exist and dont expect to exist. Maybe joining the rosicrucians in 2006 gave me bad luck even though i think these people are with me because i joined the illumanati club and really i would pay dues if there was. Oh amorc.com make my life magic... But really i think they can so join amorc.com if you're into meditation and that kind of studf. Only medication can heal us i laugh at people who say you can heal adhd with meditation. I cant get up function word comprehension or stay on task without my medication and im an adult i cant even imagine after 10 years what the point of not having my medication as a over the counter is. Certain things are invented for college kids to feel illegal and adderall being like schedule III or whatever is one of those things. You can probably sense im in between apartments.vim also wrapping up the confusion in my net art so i can one day make this movie. Reubin if you don't i will do it. I just wanna do it with a friend and you have been such a good friend. Reuben was there to direct my thesis when i thought season 1 2007 i was on tv. I must stress somebody must become this. The boy who's thoughts are read 24/7. It wasn't so bad in 2006 but by 2007 i was really convinced i was on some sort of show with the goal being to get a placement at the end of season 1 on Hbo. See in 2007 at 23 the golden birthday; i also saw my biological father who i had banished from my life for 7 years for beating mt mother and all in all being a shit father. There was a tv show hint that i should see this man (and ruin my life): my life was primarily based on the fact of no peter. What a nightmare. I thought afront my art school i had to prove i didn't care that he was still holding my toys and cared after all the seperation. For people had seen this Summer scene on tv in Season 1 of Little nemo on Hbo. Now no i know that wasn't happening now but imagine dealing with representing your art and poor beaten mother afront your School of Visual Arts 24/7 every movement you do judged by art school girls. The only thing to do is try to be hot like your friend Chris wielk 24/7 until you graduate where you'll see if mayor Michael Bloomberg rewards you for being a hot art school kid on Hbo. Or does Hbo have electronically the School of Visual Arts connect you to nicole richie for round 2 of this reality tv show: after graduation now without your electronic film self parts which Hbo had you lose at the end of Season 1 which ends with Bfa graduation. Of course in a reality tv show like Series 7 , but more Hbo art school, you dont want to fail. And all that year is covered in my 'The visual axis' blog which you can read by clicking on my profile. This is why i never change my profile, its been that story since my 2008 #SVA thesis year guessing of whats going on, which obviously that electric feeling is the chip your friends put in your cheek which you left in your body since 2006 when they implanted you for make-up class (this being friend Brock Daves but of course you trust him it's hipsters in art school and that's for life) see these are ethics i live by with auto vote Clinton for more of the family that made the smells like teen spirit decade that made me. I saw the world premiere of Smells like Teen Spirit. I was in first grade in Fairfield, Connecticut Sept 23, 1991 and this event invented me.