reubin i will learn to spell your name

It really would be a shame if i miss this entire age of superblogging. But i dont know how to counteract that quickly the income from my fairfield series and the films i would have made. Rather i can only depend on the blog being interesting and the phrenia being translatable to a film to really cross my tarnation fingers. Reubin im hoping for something like that and know i live in a world where i assume my blog audience knows all about me and everything i do. It would be a shame to miss the twitter age because i fell into poverty. So im gonna have to hope this works and that one day reubin you want to be my kurt cobain and make a film together again. Shit by this point i should be editing reubins films. I just dont feel ill ever get this story out but if the blog is solid i create i can hold my head up. Its been like that with art work since directing in kindergaren and my directors soul cant believe i havent raped this digital age. Maybe its because the only fuel i ever had for my body is adderall and before i found out about a pill to be smart i lived as a walking retard. My first experience with the pill was like siskel finding glasses for the first time. I just never knew the word focus was real. I never knew people got a as a grade because they tried. I just thought everyone gave up when studying was involved because nobody could process information. Literally but i thought this until 20 so i wasted a good 20 years but i left myself notes to make novels to back my films about kids doing coke in fairfield ct. I was to be their brett easton ellis years went into it. But then reubin i kinda got sick around thesis year and almost didnt snatch that bfa. And see my notes are of josh who has distanced himself from me or rather i have distanced myself from everyone i knew so theyd recall me as a high functioning film school student. My best guess was harvey weinstein wanted to make a tv show about the inside of someones mind and communicate on the set without mics. And he had all sorts of ideas for film students but because i was electronically connected to the weinstein company my signature was worth cash and so i was to write a newspaper or on newspaper daily and write what actor i wanted to cast and who would direct it. And wouldnt you know i always picked above all you or somebody i knew from sva in the name of student films. This took alot of time to make by hand title cards but i was using up the idea of the starving artist for harvey weinstein and because he is the best in cinema, i mean come on anyone will tell you that you see it on Harvey in Entourage, everyone in the city knew. I mean think of the dedication you'd give to have your thoughts represenr harvey weinstein and obvious backer michael bloomberg: because that was my guess in 2008 as to who was behind my fame and thoughts read you saw reubin on my thesis set at Sva/in my apt.