Me- distraction post still missing teeth thus not human

Me- maybe I should wait until I fix my teeth to go out there and really care if people read this. I'm distracted, I never in my life planned on living in a place like this; I never would I didn't go to art school to see or get near people like this. I don't know why this place exists and almost thought the youtube.com/forecastmazyfilms wasn't there when I typed in the wrong address today. Myspace.com/williamsburgskittles is the other end of the footage from Season1. Maybe I should have directed Little Nemo and thus calling myself Little Nemo would make hot sense. Me-this era is hard because of the teeth and how long a health first dentist takes and that I don't count people without teeth so I don't count myself and the shitty apartment thing will take montha but it feels like the workers at the Brc really don't care if I die living here. Plus I have yet to REALLY find a doctor and really don't want to be on Abilify and deep down I don't think it does anything but the nurse practiconer at the Brc assures me it's the Abilify not being on Adderall and learning to live with people that makes me coherent but I don't tell her of any symptoms so her diagnosis she makes and changed to get me housing, one would think you'd take care of my AdHd before you get into other symptoms since I can't wake my body up or focus and my last likely symptom is mania since there's nothing manic about a 20 hour sleep nature which is my natural sleeping 📅. I can't believe emojiis didn't these things used to be called icons? Am I old or something, I mean I am 31 so maybe I just don't get what's so great about an icon since I couldn't read until I got prescribed at 21 and used to think in prior grades that everybody gave up or had the option of bad grades or burnout. Pot does not cure AdHd and I really find medicated there are years where I simply didn't do a damn party thing and I don't mean in little nemo on Hbo. Me-ridiculous how important this is and to be typing this on our phone afront these reading rainbow hobo emotioned people. All the people here are like their apart of a Reading Rainbow episode. I stopped counting the calender for a bit to represent the glitch in my life. I'll start at 2055 when I feel like the days should add together again. Right now I'm just waiting for an apartment before I can count time. I can't believe this scenario with how little pill we have left is how we pause our career. I think Reubin Meltzer sounds more professional now that I'm 31. Since we started this shit in Hells Kitchen/Brooklyn Reuben's gotten married/had a kid/moved to Australia but still makes movies, and we never married anna. Where's the emojii that I went off my Fairfield kid life map and need a doctor to get my Bfa back to worth again. What an Occupy resume and West Park church Production which is probably what I am in the end anyway. Have to thank Bob for my future when I have one (the preacher from the church who let Occupiers and I stay in his church). It helped that I had Season: one footage. Oh Season 2 at Occupy Wallstreet. Oh word oh that Nisha used to say whom went away. Since I've seen you Nisha at the start of Season:2 I've fallen into a world of waste but returned to my doctor. See apart of being on Season:1 of Little Nemo on Hbo www.youtube.com/forecastmazy I wanted a club in Williamsburg , Brooklyn named Skittles. And I thought the mayor was watching me well to me Me-I can barely stay still at this point and still really have yet to find a doctor. I can't believe I put all my faith in Think Differently and lost the bet that Michael Bloomberg was interested in my artwork. I can't believe I live in a place where the people I work with to get an apartment might pause their work if they read my blog instead of doing their job so my doctor can do their job. They seem to only get in the way. And I think maybe they hate that I'm a college graduate and don't plan on making chat. There was a guy who asked me a question with drool on his face and really only hint that the nurse woman who works here had that anything was wrong was I told her when I k met her I work at Hbo but who gives a shit I thought this place moved at the pace of New York not how it really works to get an apartment through Brc. That was our last hope 2015 Bloomberg for 2016 #Bloomberg2016 way of linking our facebook profile to chaos magic but also it's like the end of anyway I could pretend I was on Hbo although I did make an Hbo girls photoshoot at the last place I lived but unfortunately did not paint before the Brc people checked my room and got moved for that. This place I should just call transitional-fuck-you for a year by Dhs. But Bloomberg2016 was a good pitch me-it was a good idea to pitch this when I had a camera. It was a bad idea to blow our money on cocaine but I thought we were on 📺 that year. Me-please let never the people who worl here read my blog I don't want to talk with them and they clearly don't want to work for me. By the time anybody reads this I won't live here and that's saying 2017 at this fucking pace there's one bitch who was here for a year. And I can only really think of Wiccan ghost calling to make use of the newspapers. The people I work with here might even find that crazy, like I'm surprised the Vedic guy can even practice his religion which I believe in and all too. I've found in times of trouble Wicca is really probably the only religion that's real because you have to go out and buy something. Me- please tell me this isn't happening at 31. That our future does not depend on ignoring Bingo. I've looked at some of our past blogs and feel unconfident that an audience could know what the fuck it is outside caitlinrodriguezhusbsns. The explanations in the profile I think only add to in my stories the character Mike ends up involved with chaos magick and making Occupy Fashion at the best buy. Not what fucking Vanessa saw their breakup for or Josh's burnruns. I've been missing pot lately but that's incase my new doctor drug tests me. Me- I don't know how to describe our current condition since we don't have a doctor I'm stuck and livingwise I'm in hell and I can only bare to reveal and share blog by blog for how God awful my condition and situation is. Me- I don't know if I'll ever explain the whole thing my battery running out might be the pause in my career if I don't find a new doctor in time to prescribe me Adderall. I get distracted on the way but this really has to be a savepoint. I have a nurse hatcher situation. The people here everytime they talk to me I want to die. Sometimes I think I should go back to smoking. These are the kind of people I never thought existed. I've existed in a Chaos magic religion of art for Season2/3. And I was faithful to all of it, but maybe I could find in life an art cap of the genuine I thought before. Me-I would not want Anna to see me before I fix my teeth. But I think my homeless world makes sense although transitional living is techicallly not homeless I find to me this as a movie makes sense, like I used to live in a world where it's Harvey Weinstein and me doing the Billy Hopkins every 5am and now their Ghosts that talk to me. And I try to restore my career and they go away and all that's a good story for the amount of time this has been going on and times something seemed wrong but I'd rather keep my constant 📅 over speaking up because of how people might react if my guess was right, this is only for a few seconds in this little nemo on Hbo show, then I go right back to chatting out loud to my best friends from high school who are supposed to be chatting with me. Ghosts I regret playing with because Me-now I demand to call them ghosts. I demand to make this blog into something despite the moments that shit goes on I need a doctor to fix. But does it really seem like I can just get a doctor? I mean it's simple shit but Ghosts are not my main problem my main problem is I have a problem with not being able to physically wake up. I need to fix that I can't wake up over anything else. I need I guess to get out of a gossipy place before I can fix this. Me-I'm writing all this shit for way in the future. Like down the line when people read this thing. Nobody reads this despite being connected to people on Instagram and Twitter nobody cares which is good for making the blog. Me-the Myspace profile needs to be worked on. Artistically I'm at myspace.com/williamsburgskittles I'm not ready to face yet that this is not a tv show becausevI don't feel safe with the people around me and need somebody who helps those in the arts to get me an apartment. #artfoundation I have a bachelor in fine arts so there has to be something I can do with that to fix my life beyond the point I currently have. Me- sometimes I question if I went too far in writing this then I remember that nobody reads this so myswell set up the back log people will read. Me-thinking Harvey weinstein was filming me caused me to default my student loans but I wasn't always on a t.v. show it just started one day and all of a suddenly we're economically off our lifepath. Me-maybe because I purchased every magic talisman in 2006 for the Little Nemo script that all of this happened, because I purchased all the esoteric items I could afford and it caused this reality to happen because that's all the magic I could afford and that's what ruins the cliche New York art school student in movies so I don't see why it couldn't describe me, next thing I know I'm joining the Republican party and think the Republican rich mayor Michael bloomberg is watching me and wants me to NEVER question it or he won't pay me. Okay so me-this blog just has to make enough money to repay my student loans while letting the audience know that i've been dropped off with the Democratic party and can follow my heart and encourage people to vote only for the Democrats. While probably being cursed by the republican party still where I'll still have to vote Republic. Even though I'm sure Hillary will win and promote Femminism to everyone and everything. Maybe it's time for another episode of Tosh.0 but I'm at that pause again. I think this made a blog people will read. I think I've placed the past in placement on this blog although now I'm being distracted by the shitty t.v. in this room. I am piss poor so when you donate to me you really art donating to the arts. And thank you ahead of time because I have no money and several obstacles in my way before I can get a job including my need for a new doctor so my medication is stable. Me-in the chaos magic think I'm using everyone possibles name that I've ever known. I think it's so God awful but makes sense and does make sense in how deep the artwork goes and attempt to make artworl, of course we're talking later seasons of little nemo on Hbo