I wrote the novels through notes written to me by my first girlfriend christie cummings from hs and chats with tim willis on the phone, a friend who was bipolar schizophrenic in youth. To get down how he speaks. He had a 2004 chat with me about his wife and kids from base camp. Was still a good kid was still crazy. My lulu.com forecastmazy account has them on there. Relics of an old idea with a character named Mike who was my character. In my hells kitchen apt in 2007 i erase and republish the novels. It waa to be my school of visual arts golden birthday thesis apartment i got the keys to at 23. Instead it became the basis for my physical writing of my thevisualaxis blog (also on this account)