Battery dieing still...

I dont't know if i want to describe how we feel daily. I would rather get through the ghost shit and up to date and see if we have a doctor. Atleast that way we have a little schizo novel for people to read if we run out of meds. Other people i think i know would be helped by our fame since i know i wouldn't acknowledge what waa real for years so i'm sure they wouldn't. I'm not going back for typos. I only find later when i make my way to write this entry that i remember how to hate this shit woah woah woah i find the doctor useless and a thing is there woah woah woah i even find a meanie heart woah wish wosh i wanna mold me and know the future of my shit art like when i made shit art for harvey physically it was woah woah woah worthless And hiding this with cigarettes is worthless me i know to overwrite the thing that talks make it marketing and no you say and didnt mean it i play forever like an nypd officer no days i like flashing backing down on bullshit road like my words me make sense to me no like totally drawing or little kid fun no time wasted on the birth of a future meanie heart i wont waste a single bite or hold real a single relationship it will all be sold and be useful to me i know i can make my way to the next level get the next pill even though i only need one and i got a s free special place for the thing that talks. As i write i will make an ego grow. I know i'll find the way out. No being scared of thing next to me only writibg my future like a totally fact. I dont care when its supposed to be an episode i'll make use of all of it even the Fine Art it belongs uss to my net blog and every day wasted in Williamsburg will become something and every time i had to bite down i'll seed it make it phrases for me i'm in a seed and not yet born i haven't evrn told reubin about this blog but every time i wasted a day will be returned to me. And the Ghosts will not win. I am living man i will not have my career ruined or wasted by the dead. I will get my pill and take my fucking pen and the 09 smell with my blog back to the film industry and make little nemo on hbo into something. I will not be apart of those helped by my blog in the futute. Do not approach me if you are like me in the future. Not even if you hear Ghosts. I don't want to know you i will summon you with my pen and use your psychic crystal power. I don't want girlfriends for the rest of my life only to fuck after anna there will never be such a thing and i will i swear have made use of every fine art minute i was forced because a doctor wouldn't get what i am saying. Maybe ill move backwards in life and go live with my mother over waiting for doctors and Ghosts fuck them they keep the same show going so it can be safe i don't believe in any such thing and i need help asap i find i can't function without the medication i've been on for a decade how far out is that. I make my way to being born the day i get my fame star and it's only possible with fcp. Im writing this on new york pavement but atleast it'll make up for the moments i made little nemo on hbo a thing where i talk to ashley olsen who is connected to me via wifi and an apple chip in my heas