rape me and my friends

to be forced out of my medication and ability to think feels like rape the tears burrough themselves behind my eyes I will never forgive this shelter place for this upcoming era my mind has an empty status without adderall and i feel my tears as my ability t i shower drainsm away i will spend all of the day's energy to shower i focus beyond the thing that talks through me it wants to touch me and rape me or some shit or mention johm blaney c.f. or some t hing else that will be irritant for this litte seed not yet born on this day cum on ghosts and things that want to talk to me or pretend that i am crazy or shaking or goinh to make artwork or count it as artwo r k without my medication i dont talk to the thing and hate the days uo c oming learning to see if it tried to continue it's little nemo on Hbo argument that it'll make artwork with me reguardless i feel my dicj getting raped and there wi k be nothing that i can do the seedling sits here awaiting i feel that tickle and the worthless feeling on my tongue i feel that tickle on me and the thing trying to uss smoke ag aint me i bind all gh o sts ti make my world real for the rest of my life and there will be no unbinding no oposite affect ever i burn the 3 w o rthless for me. it talks again through my body the mastronardi does not like it even ghost children can provide me adderall it's their only purpose there's no point in things writing without my adderall i shake and the voice mocks me it's 2015 i bound lou reed to getting me adderall and amy winehouse i'm sure the dead can be used for my purposes and my grandfather joseph f mastronardi i woke up shaking again i atleast this time feel the tired i dont care what that does to the ghosts i'm sure they will get it kitty genovese sees what's up