PLEASE if you are a doctor diagnose and help in comments section

The hands are awful they just appeared one day it's a condition and won't go away i need a doctor to help me i see juicy globe of people's hands and my body wants these hands to be placed on my dick or up my ass i'm sorry i never wanted to admit this this just appeared one day and it's not me a feeling posessed outside me but i can feel them sexually almost on the vergr of compulsion sometimes i can feel people's fingerd move i need a doctor to diagnose and suggest treatment/medication i am shamed one day i got sick like this and it's all internal but i didn't want to admit it so i ran from everyone i knew It's not tv it's Hbo