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I have no idea what the fuck violating Google+ policies even means. I guess I'll use my profile just for blogging now. Or start another blog on another profile. I can barely stay still and I need your help to cure this condition sometimes my condition makes me talk really quickly I feel the hands juicy and it makes me bite myself like right now I guess I'll keep writing about this and eventually just go back to writing about normal things if nobody helps me even though such a thing is not even possible this week with the things I talk to they want to prove that I can make artwork no matter what at anytime. I do not acknowledge that there are voices I rather want help with the hands problem this fucking sickness that I need help with I'm in a seizure mode I can barley write there's this awful smell and I can barely describe things I'm broken down to bit parts of my mind and I'm in the apple Store sometimes I just go off in the store I feel this shame that I'm alive I wish I was dead at times I want somebody to fix this I wasn't always like this I was normal before 7 years ago had no conditions had a mass plan to make films with my friends like Lena Dunahm. Now I hide away from my friends in shame. Today was getting pill and partial seizure. There is nothing worse in the world than my condition trust me and please if you are a neurologist and know what this is please contact me. I have nowhere else to write at this point but the Apple Store because I don't have a laptop this got stolen years ago but I have an art school degree and WANT TO WORK I will work as your intern. Please just help me somebody has to know what this condition is. I'm going to have to steal new headphones and I risk going to jail for a fuckload of time but there's no choice really.