please don't let me live in tears don't let adderall run out

It's like being trapped inside an indian hut burning without the ability to focus this time with missing teeth from the seizure bites of the past where my body leads me to bite my hand i don't want to believe this is me i am 22 before i got sick i am going to screenwrite all day on my apple i don' f have a disease i need a doctor to cure where i feel people's hands a apart of my dick please so i can go back to work if you read this and know how to fix this body condition (what vitamin or what i should ask for at my psychiatrst) please comment