No im not here. I don t hear the news. I miss happiness and friends. Let noone see your bad days. Nobody gives a shit. More pope shit. Hey pope fix my life. I dont k now what to do. This thing is linked to my instagram. Somebody reads this. Why would i read this why you thanks for giving a shit h e y you. Its like being Sonic. Only one way it could have gone. Need a new doctor. What is life. Fuck this fucking shit g oddamn bullshit and these people and the whole deal. I would donate? I need a controversery to get cash more fucking or bare honesty. Atleast that completes a blog. I miss the people i knew at Sva. Another year and more teeth hiding. Failed career didnt ecpect that. Didnt expect this life News kills me. No need. Hot girl. Mr gone. Crazy man. Too many of these people. T he president meets the pope. Why. I have more important questions than this. I dont understand what happened here. Went to another doctor. Ditching out. Going t o next place. Must reassemble life. Even in hood. So what hide from guns or whatever. Get capped? Just hide for life. Interview process. Interview process. What the fuck is this shit? Adhd help. Where is God now in my dark moments? Lost without good insurance? Can you see my dark spots? The ugly in my s oul? These are the worst times of my life could be worse. Oh man never leave here. Need out of here. Oh its another hit level. Maybe a home to transferr to. So their wont be a manhattan rent controlled apartment? Big deal if im fucked for a bit. Ill make it through. Out of network. Fuck my life. Fucky and depressing cant be depressed. Just keep moving. Italian mafia to attack Pope stupidest shit ive ever heard of. Who would want to attack the pope? Does this guy grant money or heal lepers. Must find new place. Trauma. What the fuck? When things go well it pauses to fuck. Thats the pattern i live in now What the fuck? I d ont knoe. Bitching feels so good on this forum. Who reads this you know? Td bank is the account to dobate to. Eventually ill up t o something interesting. More movie reviews. Fashion. Black people? Are we a political society now? Did we beat racism? Just elect Hillary. If you know me its worth reading. Guy. Rememberance. Sonic filmmaking. Too much to read need new fcp mommy. Need cash. Thanks for reading and caring. Last season of Awkward. Its like refreshing out of water. To figure out your not on tv but homeland security tv. Careful n ow to stay in. Its not just rambling its my life. Juicy skin. Symbolic bullshit thats all i am now. Almost annas birthday. Bttf 2 year almost over. Tv show. Tmz. Vote the black guy for president. I remember thinking i beat racism then. Brc. Bullshit days. Inevitable it was inevitable. I cant help that. Proof you went. Hey man im no longer man, man. Not all here. Quit smoking dont know why. Its like an echo a million miles away. Sex and the City the movie. 2 of them. Wheres my make u p. Face it your hungry l. No not for death dont ever say that. This blog makes me feel so alone. Nobody reads this. Not that i promote it. I write it for myself a piercd post Sva boy. Where is my beautiful art wife? Where is my Tine in big brother? Big brother gossip. Now im connected to someone. Like johnnie mac will ever hear my name. Too famous and i hide too low. Get a flow and get fucked. When can i get teeth fixed how long is now? For Dentaquest so i can get a job. Im just stuck in limbo as novody. Maybe lucky rabbit the pope being in New York can bring me good luck. What a bitching rant. And theres soioi much more. This replaces my physical diary. No point in holding it at this point. Maybe in a few years ill matter again. Pay for office visit. Call health first. I am not alive the only evidence of me is on blogger. I am an occupy reluc already. Four years. Another art school class graduated my ar y school. What worth do i have to the world now? Wait it gets better they say. Yeah that makes sense.like no more advan it does nothing. Women fake psych cursibg me. Imagine if all this didnt g o up. Its pivitol to my sanity this bitch rant goes up. Happiness in slavery. Nin generation i am. Ive reached a real low point. Collide pretend to be happy but whatd be the point in my only proof im alive? I ran too far. From life. Got dirty. The spirits willed this. Its the only way it could have gone. I need a doctor. Yeah too much load. Bitch all night if you want on nlogger with your only friend blogger. Theres no typing on an android. What if they finally shot the pope. Does that end the story of christ? So italian since The Sopranos. Dont want to feel time. No med compliance regular world. I dont see it. God save me then if youre real. Need shaky. All about the popr. No justice. What a dark cave i live in. I just dodge depression to come up an optomist. Policr got maced. Fort greene. Brooklyn address again in the future. Well aint that just planned. Leave y our laptop at h ome. Its a mini novel now. How often do people die in Brooklyn? Dont go outside then. Party in Bushwick. Arts festival H Hbo girls what do you know? Find another doctor. Find death. On bike. Hospital. Newd. Leave the scene of accident. Whats the point. Bus games. Fucked my life wanted too much. Should have hid whenever my life is okay. No i dont want to be that kid. How did i fall to thos. Fu c k drawing and life of what more worthless words.